37 weeks

Oh my god, I cant believe that I am actually 37 weeks pregnant!! It doesn't feel real at all. That in about a week I will be induced and then we will have a baby. My brain hasn't registered it yet, I don't seem to be able to believe that we will actually be bringing a baby home this time.

Im having trouble sleeping at night now, not because Im uncomfortable but because my mind wont stop ticking over with worry. I constantly worry about what could go wrong and whether or not this baby will be alright. I just cant wait to have the baby in my arms. It seems the further along I get the more difficult it is getting mentally. I really wish I could fast forward to after the baby's born, that would be handy.

Otherwise everything is looking good. We had an ultrasound 2 days ago and bubba weighs about 6lbs and everything looks great. we got a 4D pic, and it is sooo cute. Cant wait to see what he/she actually looks like!